kbox today was v v fun loved it love kianru and xinyi ^^

i have to say this.. park kang jin is coming back this season. i want him to come back and save me from this korean language mess i'm in. i never thought i did say this but korean sucks. sucks because its so hard.. and i'm shitty at it. i'm going to take forever to master it but i won't give up because i really really want to speak korean.

thats the good news.
the bad news is, i'm prob going for jc. its either ac or sa. i cannot believe it.. a week or so left to the end of my holidays. while the lucky poly kids start school in april. monday was my last day of work. i had something somewhat close to the Last Supper at mfm on fri. they had a opening at the new outlet in j8 and everything was free for the staff. our bill amounted to about $300. 7 of us. i'll miss the entire crew.
i'll miss.. i'll miss everybody at school. i can't imagine studying in a new environment without all of you. i love 4/5. i love mel, py and hann. and the rest.. practically everyone in class. plus shaunice, xinyi, kianru, lydia, afiqah, beryl.

p.s. i fell into a drain today on my way home and it was terrible cos i was just texting xinyi a few moments ago to be careful on her way home!!

what hurts is that i can imagine you laughing away cracking all the jokes you used to crack with me with your friends and other girls while i'm hurting back at home trying to nurse the wounds you left me with. i never quite got over that. i thought about you day and night, tried to find ways to talk to you without seeming desperate, wanted to hurt you back, twice as hard as the way you did to me, go out with guys and compare them to you. so what if you'll never do that again? the damage was done. and its not like i didn't try, what you used to do comes back in different forms to haunt me.