you could be happy

this was yesterday.. we played murderer under the void deck. haha. i love 4/5. i'm so tired.. met cherie around midnight at the airport to study. she spent the whole night with me and if we count the sleeping time, she spent the whole of today with me too. love you okay. anyway, intermediate korean class started today. there's this angmoh guy attending the class heehee my new teacher was crap the whole lesson wasnt even fruitful i thought we spent most of the time listening to her weird jokes instead >.<

i feel like the living dead. i'm so so tired. i havent been eating the last time i remembered eating breakfast or lunch was 5days ago? and i cant seem to finish my dinner either. i'm sorry for acting this way. i'm sorry for being so weak, i really am trying. give me more time.. i know you love me, i know all of you love me. i'll pick myself up again, i promise. i just need a little more time.

You could be happy and I won't know

But you weren't happy the day I watched you go

And all the things that I wished I had not said

Are played on loops 'till it's madness in my head

Is it too late to remind you how we were

But not our last days of silence, screaming, blur

Most of what I remember makes me sure

I should have stopped you from walking out the door

You could be happy, I hope you are

You made me happier than I'd been by far

Somehow everything I own smells of you

And for the tiniest moment it's all not true

Do the things that you always wanted to

Without me there to hold you back, don't think, just do

More than anything I want to see you go