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sorry.. i spend so much time on twitter now i'm too lazy to blog. that picture was last last sat? (i think) outing with sianpei, priscilla and yihua. met hann and mel at expo after that to watch Hillsong United. the music was awesome the speaker was good. wish i could say it was enough for me to start putting God first but.. i dont know. life has been so mundane. i wake up, i go to school. sometimes we'll go shopping.. ok we always go shopping. at ION especially. i currently have $300 in my bank acct.. sigh. and still intending to spend a bomb on kang jin's present.

i know.. should start saving. spend more time studying.. but i feel soo lazy. there was supposed to be class chalet this weekend but we postponed it because of the upcoming exams.. there are exams so often i really dont care anymore. ok i do care, but not as much as before. now, its just, do your work.. if you're too tired, dont do it. if you're too lazy, dont do it. if you dont make promos, its okay.. just go to poly. i have that mindset everyday.. how how how

i feel like my life is going around in circles. feels like i'm always doing the same thing, feeling the same way, experiencing the same things. i dont know if its a bad thing but i dont feel much about anything anymore. i havent cried in a long time ^^ havent felt extremely happy for a long time too.. life is just, life. haha.

i dont know how to be selfish with you.