i don't know where to begin. if its okay to not know how to express your feelings, is it okay to not know your feelings? i don't know where to start. i don't know what to say. but if i didn't pen this down, if i didn't acknowledge the existence of my thoughts, i might just sink from the weight of these feelings. if there's one thing that hasn't changed about me and my life, it would be my capacity to feel. i still feel as much as before. in different ways, about different things. but i still feel, i still feel it all.