it'll be okay

ask me online if any of you want the speech day pictures and can't get it on facebook. i'm too lazy to upload all!!!

all glory to You

i have a lot of thoughts in my mind right now.. and i really want to spill them out. i'm sitting here all sweaty from track and not bathed HA HA with my PI for project work due tomorrow!! but nevermind that.. i need this.

sajc has not been very nice to me. truth is, i cannot stand my class.

i know i chosed this school over masscomm, i know i should be thankful because i had choices. plenty of them. the thing is, i wake up every morning and ask myself, what are you doing. why are you even here. lots and lots of what ifs. i called ngeeann up yesterday to ask if it was alright to go for an interview. they don't accept anymore applications :( i'm holding on by faith alone. seriously. i can get close to tears during school simply because i cannot fit in. they are all surface friends.. and its so hard because 4/5 used to be wonderful. they tell me that i need time, but at this rate, i dont really see how i can relate to them or even go beyond the surface. its not like i didn't try.. its. i dont know. WE JUST CANNOT CLICK. and its not the no i dont trust you enough because i dont know you yet kinda thing, but the i really have nothing much to say to you kind of thing!! sighh i really am dreading these two years with the class..

about holding on by faith alone, i guess its true, that i'm struggling so as to fulfill Your purpose for me in this school. mold me then, give me strength. i cannot do this on my own.

you make me happy everyday. i love you(:

ha HA okk my week was awesome i wish i had all the time in the world to put up a picture post for the whole week but seriously!! school is driving me crazy.. i will when i have the time.

ok goodnight to all the nice koreans in the world..

ok.. goodnight ^^

you're such a pain in the ass.

영원히

msas are over!!! i spent the whole of today making up for the lost time i had during msas. met kj we had newyorknewyork-all the glorious food i missed stuck in school all day. shopped and shopped signed up for the korean intermediate at cambridge which cost a bomb #%#& i bought a english korean dictionary there is something very wrong with me i consider it to be my best buy among everything i bought today including clothes very weird. >.<

met hann, py, mel for dinner at buddy hoagies before they came over. we spent the whole time doing nothing but it was so much fun anyway wished i was in ytss all over again :( okay i am kidding, i just miss everyone so much.

okay church tomorrow and i'm meeting park kang its 2am!! goodnight ^^

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selling: Gold Etched Lady Briefcase.

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